WHY?! ;'(

Now i think my life full of troubles since i participate in sport. :( WHY?! i keep praying so mayb at least one of those problem can be solves or changes a bit to be fine. But the fact is it becomes MORE TERRIBLE! How can come like this?! i just keep asking! If i could change these damn bad conditions, mayb im not tht too stress like this. *there may be a truth way to get me out of this mess* nywayy :'( ohh my.........