December

    Hello guys. i know its kinda late to post about December, the last month. hee. my birthday past allready which was on 3rd December:P so talk about December will reminds us about CHRISTMAS. 8days more left from now to celebrate the best day. so it will be on Sundae, next week! wait,. o.O we'll take the pmr result on next week too. damn. #Nervousman. Time pass by so fasts! o.o huh it's okeh anyway but.. nevermind.

   Hm. Realizing that NEXT MONTH WE'LL BE BACK GOIN TO SCHOOL AS USUAL. But, i kinda miss my classmates because we're definitely will be separated into different class next year. =( this is so sad. Forget it anyway it wont lasts forever. That's it, nothing is lasting forever except Heaven.
  okeh! so my speech> All i want for Christmas is just a JOY and maybe kinda new christmas tree xD

-I HOPE CHRISTMAS 2011 WOULD BE MORE LIVELY =)

 MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :D

Holidays suck

- when i am bored, i'd do anything insane like taking a pic and acting like this;p

  sorry, i've been being so emo lately. actually it kinda comes from this boredom and another personal problem . i cant expressed it through this. it needless anyway nothing's goin to change & i know God WILL decides good thing.

Dear NOVEMBER, please be good to me^__________^

ou yea

    I think i've begin another new life with this new situation. i love it btw. I think i did not regret:\ yea.. i hope the relationship could be longer since it started on October15, 2011. i know i shouldnt post ths *because it is not necessary*, but, well you know girl. xD so .. just goin on. i just dont wanna let my friends know this but KANTOI jugak. i feel ashamed lil bit. idk why. sometimes KINDA FEEL REGRET= = so effing gudness. efffff~

    Btw, hope this lovely month could be the best month.

                           

THUMBS UP

PMR TARGETS :

BM - A

BI- A

SN - A

MATH - A

SEJ - C

GEO - C

KHB- A

im not great enough. but gotta have the CONFIDENCE though and FAITH which really convinces us.

I gotta stop bloggin right now. i mean, for awhile. they're 18days left from now to face the necessary days.

So Goodluck, PMR candidates. GOD BLESS US -

bored==

can somebody please help me what kind of post do i have to post right now? =\ hm. cause lately i am so effing bored. Btw, this week got examination, but i still can't get away from internet x( it is so addicting us:/ anyway, long time i did not post any posts on my blog. i miss to twit&blogging anyway<3 Hm. sleep, eat, online, stay alone at home evryday is always been my routines. huhuuuuuuuuu. i miss goin hangout with friends! i could only hangout just when finished my tuition class on saturday. only on saturday! = = lol. thumbs up! im out :P

I JUST DON'T WANT MY WEIGHT BE INCREASED!

CAMP

wow. Hey guys, hw're ya'll doin?^^ as usual, im pretty fine and good:) just woke up but still feel sleepy. Too tired but not too tired. = = hehe. bcause today we're just came back from camp that is from my school. By the way, ISCF camp was totally awesome man:D even though most of exciting activities had been cancelled, but we're still enjoyed! In this year, many unexpected things that happened in ths camp. Never expect that things i've nver done had happened to me:) but Unfortunately, we finished the camp too early for me. heheh. One of the most enjoyed activity was Bandar Race:D wow. soo terrible and worst but SO ENJOYED man! wuhoo. Each group must get into the mud:O except those who wre menstruated and we're all had an incredible smell. wooo. i still wanted a camp such that. I MISS THE CAMP! Anyway, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY&GOD BLESS US:)

P.M.R

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*1st post on June :O

It is june ady. means, 3months left. ohhh. Eat, sleep, online, hangout, having lot of fun instead of watching porn smpai lupa PMR. hahahhaa! JKJK!! huhh.. nyways, pmr is not necessary, am i right? xDD but wen i think cook2, i dont wanna make my parents disappointed. sounds formal. try to open a book and focus on stdy for 5minutes even cant. lol. Hmmmmm!!! STRESS's comin ady!

Accompanying Guyakk

Today having lot of fun with my cutest bestfriend, goyak.we were trying to do a recording, but cant. T.T it was suckssss and terrible, TERRIBLE. im sick of saying terrible word. anyway, goyak did the curl hair was totally nice! i mean, she did mine. plus, we had some photoshoot and tried to be cute in the cam. xD i hate it when goyak took my pic justnw. ahhah. beside tht, we had read sumone's messages as we login in 'tut2' pnya fb acc. it was totally private! ohmygosh. i swear, the messages made goyak&me steam. ew. btw, wish i could spend more fun w goyak 'gain! daa~

In memory

Gifts

      You 

gave had remind me. 

Anyway, i would give it back to him if i could. Hating him doesnt brings any advantage. but if i cnt give those gifts back, i'll keep them for remind me some sweet memories when i was high school. Now, i hope he'll not regret. As my friend said, true love is hard to find. cheers! xD

                                                                                      : audry :

URGHH

Tomorrow gonna be school. pergghh. so insane eyh. i still want some holidaysss. ;( grrr. sleep will be always done in class especially when it comes to the most bore subject ever that is BM. huh. but fortunately, 2moro gonna be no BM period. fuhh. O,..o.. im feeling so sleepy, tired whole day. lol. i gotta off to bed. so, tata for now;)

Blogger the only place where I expressed my feeling to you, HOW I MISS YA SO MUCH.

imissyousuddenly

donno why la. suddenly jk ths month i started to miss him since ben tnjuk kan his house behind my aunt's house. adoe. then, tb2 jak this feeling come. huhu;( i dont got his 6ber. i only got his 6ber in my old phone contact! urghhh. :/ i miss those moments.............

LOL

HE HAD ADMIT THAT! HAAHHAHAHAHAAAHAA!! :DDDDD

MORNING!

Heluu, morning guys. lol, im just finished my bath just now and i feel so fresh! :D As usual, wake up early in the morning, and started to sit in front of the computer are my routines. Started to click 4new tabs. They are always been facebook, blogger, youtube and twitter! xD um,, talking about last night,(tuition) the english teacher did not come cause suddenly tht time she had an emergency. so, bos took place of her responsibility as a new english tuition. lol, i mean, many types of words that we dint know, we'll find in google translate by using his laptop. plus, he gave us to see his movies tittle that he had save in his laptop. wow, seems that bos got so many movies! and the movies might reached to hundreds i guess. But he did not give us to watch those movies. lmao. anyways, it was lil bit pretty fun la bcause at least we did not study. LOL>.<

3BESTIES

I MISS THIS <3

MISSTHEM:/

I really want you to know how i miss ya so much. God, grandma, dad, mum, bro, friends and even you. hahha. ♥♥♥

Twitter

I miss TWEETING

•  http://twitter.com/audrielovesyou

HONESTY

I NEED YOU TO BE HONEST ON ME, BECAUSE ALL I WANT IS YOUR HONESTY!

Nell- Time spent walking through memories *Eng subs*

Hey guys, i <3 this song =D Enjoy!

:(

i ' m  s o  d i s a p p o i n t e d </3

Two Different World Collide

Two different world collide song brings meaning to me :D

I HATE THIS GUY!

Now, let me share you guys about ths guy,(my cousin). he's pretty makes me annoy. He just know how to pretend and try to get me. F! but he cant! NEVER!! but the fact is it makes me more hate him. urgh. he keep asking me about couple. if i said NO, NO lah! cause? BECAUSE I DONT INTERESTED IN YOU! not at all! ish. and i know he still did not satisfied with tht, cnt accepted the truth. >,< wat a perasan guy. Adoe, last night he texted me, he will not gonna sleep the whole night until i replied his text. then, it was 1a.m half an hour, by sent a text, "dh pkul2 ni, sa xkan tdo" payui! but, i didnt replied it. he thought tht i was so dumb tht can be fooled?! cannot!!! then, it was 3.35am he sent me a text again, "dh pkul4am nie, sy snggup xtdo" wat ka?! I really want him to know tht I DONT EVEN CARE. he such a LIAR. ceh, i'll not accept a guy like him. never. n i hope one day he will realize tht love cant be force.

Y e ste r dayyy

yesterday,! i saw you. yes! YOU! i saw you at church and i really miss you though. but you hvnt reply my text until now. how dare.... :(

Mooorrningggg:)

Morning guys, suddenly jak my back bone feel pain as i woke up in ths morning. hurm,, thinking of iscf, im so confusing. shall i go or not? mayb i dont have to go la ths week. ishh-.- i'll be next week jk lah. Today got 'permuafakatan'. My parents cant attend tht event anyway. ABSOLUTELY NOT. and the main reason is working. um, it seems tht, i may not going to nilam. i'll be late for school todayy. :/ actually, i want to absent, but when i think of it wisely, guarantee i'll feel bored. hurm:/ lter, Bm&Bi period is fuckin damn bored. the teachers are freaakinnn meeeee>.< and i really cant wait for holidays, toodles!

? um..

um, ?? wat kinda post do i have to share aar? urgh! people behind me keep asking about my spec! ish! she's so annoying. i just cant concentrate to my blog! @!#!$@$?!! lol, haha.
Anyway, ths is the first post for ths month. Let me share bout wat we've did yesterday. having too much fun yesterday has got me lil bit satisfied. it makes me still wanted some holidays! hee. having fun w them will got me being crazy. we din get ashamed:D haha. hope tht ths could last awhile. lmao:D nyway, having fun is one of an inspiration of teenager. am i true? hehehh. oh, looked to the clock,  it's gettin late now, i have to get ready n off to my damn school. So, Bye!

Time to say Goodbye

i just... ... OMG?! REALLY?! As i texted with steve, he told me tht 'he' already gone! HE'S GONE! Today on 16March2011, it's his time to pass away:'( So, hard to accept ths. Gonna miss him, especially his wife gonna miss him if she take care of it la. i cant imagine how his face looks like:( oh my.. OH GOD?! i feel so guilty cause my cousins&i always mocking and being rude to him. So, we din had opportunity to apologize;( we're dumb.

CS♥

I just like. ..omg?! haha. Simpson is getting more handsomer!!!! i watched his new released vid song tht is 'AllDay'. haha. He's just like more than a mature teenager! i mean, handsome more mature than JB? hhahah.*SORRY GOYAK* I feel in love with CodySimpson ordyyyy. uweeeee!<3 hhaha. here, try to watch his vid below! :

                                                        

                                                                                                                              : Audrie :

WHY?! ;'(

Now i think my life full of troubles since i participate in sport. :( WHY?! i keep praying so mayb at least one of those problem can be solves or changes a bit to be fine. But the fact is it becomes MORE TERRIBLE! How can come like this?! i just keep asking! If i could change these damn bad conditions, mayb im not tht too stress like this. *there may be a truth way to get me out of this mess* nywayy :'( ohh my.........

COUSINS

DAMN 

CRAZY COUSINS EVER

                                                               : Christmas Memory :

GET READY FOR SPORT! :D

THUMBS UP!
*GETTING NERVOUS*

Dumb Day

It's about SPORT.

Yesterday, on 22February, maybe one kind of a dumb day ever. haha. all athletes being vicious. Just because of a coach named James. Dashed forward the teachers' room and i just followed them. evryone yelling! haha! ;D The coach removed mayb 50% of athletes bcause many of them din got their IC. yah, by this year, the adjustment of the sport more worse than last2 year. URGH. i hate. and the school tht had did the adjustment is SMK Baru. Cheese! manak sungguh. so pity see those who wre remove from the sport. Then, athletes started to blame that damn coach!  actually, it was not his fault. it was SMK Baru punya fault! =.= think so. they kept blame the coach. hahha! so, mayb im the only one who was pity to see him always being blamed by other athletes. just then, the coach just kept on silent. din say anything. mayb he felt awkward. The athletes dinen understnd! they were not RATIONAL! -.-

                                                                                                                        : Audrie :

BUSY TILL MARCH

I got no free time at all till this march! evryday in the morning, i'll go to school for sport training from 0630am - 0950am. Afternoon, i will go to school and back from school on 0615pm, arrive to my home on 0620pm. =.= PLUS, on monday&tuesday night, i'll go out for my tuition class included saturday morning. =.=' MY LIFE FULL OF BUSYNESS. hahaha! no time to hangout with my cute bestfriend, Vicky. then, next month got pra pmr1 lgik. Haiyaaa. Totally not ready for it. Cause tht time im so busy with sport. :( im getting so worry for those. especially my education&sport. i know, God always guides me.
                                                                
                                                                                                                           : Audrie :

:)

 Hey boy, i wanna give you round of Applause. 

You deserve a standing ovation

Cause you got me FALLIN IN LOVE, 

And im your BIGGEST FAN baby. 

Never thought this could be what it's become,

We're the young and that it's turn into LOVE.

And i CANT GO ON WITHOUT YOU.

So here we are on the bridge,

Be more than just a big,

Mommy's boy and fall in love,

It's a story of US! :D

                                                                                                            
                                                                                                        P/s : Edited Lyric ;)

Losing Phone :'(

Around 9.30am on 16February2011, my phone lost! ;'( HUHUUHHUU!!!! kes cam Glenda suda nie. Someone stole it! im sure. i had call it using my friend's phone and thre was no one to pick it up! cause my phone was off. and im sure too. i din off my phone when i was on my way to the field before the training started. AFTER the training finished, i wanted to keep my shoes in my bag cause i wanna used slipper. while i was busying kept the shoes in my bag, so i started to...... WTF?!! WHERE'S MY PHONE?! just like tht. =.= first, i just relax&take it easy. but after a few minutes, i just wanna CRY! All those pictures, songs in my memory card were lost. :'( after tht, my cousin and i went back to school's field to find it out. but thre's NOTHING! Im pretty sure, someone maybe stole it. ;'( WATTA DAY. :'((((((
                                                                  
                                                                                                                : UNLUCKY DAY :

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ♥

     

Having ths Valentine's day just like a simple day like i did.

NOTHING CHANGES.

SUDDENLY

wow. i never thought ths. :D hahah. last night, my cell phone kept ringing. then, i saw on my screen phone. it was *A****N! lol! he played on me. Bena ka apa nih?! cause i've been long2 time waiting for him to text me! now, this is the time! my heart said, OMG?!;D so, i keep wondering lh. 'WHY DOES THIS DAMN GUY KEEP DISTURBING ME?!' unfortunately, i din got credit tht time. so, i din reply his text. then, the next morning, next day, he kept playing on me by making many missed calls. cheese! then, after tht he text-ed me by a word 'BABY!' lol! hahaha. he kept telling me tht i had a partner suda but im NOT! then, he asked, am i AVAILABLE?! haha. so wonder! why does he asked a question such tht?! haha. i said then, 'why youre always making misses call on me?' then, he replied, 'I MISS YOU' hhahaha! paka?! i just smiled&laughed alone. gilaaa. haha. i said gain, 'Do you love me or not?!' but, he din wanna admit. im not trying to be *perasan* cause tht day he text-ed me with a kissed smiley n iloveyou words. i still remember, he ever said to me tht he confused to get a partner or not. just bcause he afraid of PMR. Eee, so hairan lah. every morning, he will texts me. NOW, i got a BIG question in my head. why does he SUDDENLY like tht?
                                                                                                                : Audrie <3 :

WORRYING

I keep worrying of wat will happen to my education if i din focus on it. Got training all day, evry evening. Go or not, i have too. coaches are fierce. They force me to follow sport. so, i might left behind on my study:( ESPECIALLY MATH. its formula. i have to UNDERSTAND all of those. i dont wanna LEFT BEHIND! URGH. ;'( science subject neither too which is important subject tht i wana score. =.= but, i dont confident. wat i gotta do gain?! it's TOO LATE ORDY. :'(  

                                                                                                              : REGRET :

SPORT, SUNBURN~

FUH. Got sport training evryday. ths is wat i gotta do evryday. full of TIRED+SUNBURN;( but the advantage is it can makes my weight decreases! & being an athlete of my school FOR THE 1ST TIME. O.o  hahhha. i want to replace my bro cause he ever being an athlete. so, now it is time to take turn lh;D anyway, i wanna make my parent, school, family, friends be proud of me. hahah! =.= ' yah. We have to battle for our own school. T.T  Lol. nyway, i hope i'll get at least 1medal, and it's enough to make me be self-satisfied!;D haha. AMEN! 

                                                                                                                 : Audrie :

                                           

DUMB GUY

buduhhh narr jwk. why did i use his phone for on9?! urghh. then, after i used it, i din realize my fb acc still sign in. so, ths guy gilaa BABI xpndey lam BI, t'ngegehh2 used my acc! WATTA FUCK?! mcm2 nok d post ny, xda reti! EMBARRASSING ME! URRRGHH! nsib q suda change the pazword. cb ituu olang. and ONCE MORE! i lost my money since he came to my house! HE STOLE MY MONEYYY! i just guessed. LOL. wat a kind of guy is him? mok pdh ny tok paloi, xsmpai ati jwk. mok pdh ny tok gilaa sex, xjwk. uh~ YOU BETTER GET OUT FROM MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuckinhatehim >:(

;D holidays comin'

CANT WAIT FOR THIS COMIN CHINESE NEW YEARRR. uhuuu. got holidays baa. yey! ;D but only got 1week. uhh~ not enough! =.= nyways, i might get sumthing new by this comin holidays ^^ and gonna visit my cousins' house, hangout and laughing togetherr. uweeee. haha ;D but there's sumthing obstructing me to enjoy these holidys. It is H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K! especially math! urghhh. ;( math can make me pcah otakkk, pcah palakk. but, im not gonna do it anyway. haha. JK. oh shot! it's too late now. i better out.haha. byee. loveyou :*

                                                                                                                  : Audriee :

Dont cry ur ♥ out ;)

                                                    

                   YOU back to put sunshine in my mind
        cause YOU dont like the way he's got me raining all the time.

          so, i have to put away my troubles by leaving him behind, 

              so tht everytime i look up clear blue sky :D

                     but when  he's come again, 

                               like a

                         cloud in my view,

                       blocking all of my light,

                        like only he could do. 

                    i'll not  listen to his sorries, 

                       i'll drop him, drop him! 

                    i know he really need to stop it. 

                   cause YOU're my only topic now;D 

        with YOU i'll never end up in the same silly situation, NO! 

     i know tht if i to walk and YOU'll be hre waiting for me. ;D

                yeah. I dont have to cry my heart out. 

                      so let YOU stop b4 i start out.

                    i dont need his explanation, NO!
     cause he dont really wanna know about the way im feelin now.                   cause YOU're the one whos here, for me, NO DOUBT.  

              so I DONT HAVE TO CRY MY HEART OUT! ;)

                                                                                                          p/s : Edited lyric 

Sad

i wanna meet Cody! i wanna meet Alex! ;( i wanna meet 'em no matter wat. i really want thou!!! and i want they to know tht i've been being their BIGGEST FAN!;( but I CANT. isk! even through the internet socials, i cant communicate with thm n find thm. n i nver attend their consert not even one. LOL! plus, i hate living in malaysia. i'll pray, one day i could meet them! huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. MAW NNGIS AQ;'(
            
                                                                                                             
                                                                                                                 : Full of Hope :

still in my mind :D

It's about yesterday. he text me. with the words he sent iloveyou. 'Eww' i replied it. he is so hypocrite! always pretend on me by sent me a text ILOVEYOU! eww! ihate. he such a liar. even he ordy got a gf , but he still bothering me! it seems like he cheat on his own gf. isk. realize lar ckit! ayoo. as Goyak siad, LAME:D . Lol! but WHY I JUST CANT STOP THINKIN BOUT THE PAST?! watta STUPID!

       

                                                                                                                   : Audriee :

Heartbreak

MyHeartisbreaking. 

ithoughyourecompletelyordycanforgether.but,sinceisawherblog,iknewthefact.ucantlieonmeAndihavetoadmitthis,imissyoueverysingledayandistillloveyou.but,iknowyoudontreallywannaknowaboutthewayimfeelinnow.and thts y,i havetoforgetYOU!so,idontneedtothinkaboutthepastagain♥ :)

                                                                                                                   

                                           

                                                                                                    : 100%completely break</3 :

THE NEXT JUSTIN BIEBERRR!!!

New artist! 

Cody Robert Simpson! 

Looks cutee aite?

This guy makes me wanna be his BIGGEST fan!<3

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  ILOVEYOU<3 

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